Your long floral summer dress
Still runs through the door
As if time froze
Like flowers that unfold

You said
You can't go upfront
I've got just one reason to do so
I want you close

You said
There are a million reasons you should not
I've got a trillion reasons to do so
I want you close

You said
Maybe you are just fucking around
I just wish you knew
Don't you think I am not for real any more

When I dream of you
You got hair of gold
You are brave
You know more

If you want to go then go
Run far to get your head around
Drive home
Close the door

All this running and hidding
I can't stand it no more
All this delusion of sin
I won't let it confine me any more

Love is pure in its single form
Borders are for monkeys to feel human
Jealously is for dragons who feel naught but wrath
Lift the curtains of don'ts and come close

I am so tired of sinful pleasure
This is not what I am looking for
I am only searching for love
From the very start until I go

Look at me
I want to grasp your thighs tight
I want to gaze into the soft colours of your eyes
And fall deep inside

Hold on to the lies you hold close
But I trust myself loving you
Hold on to conformative fake love if you want
It is habit and fear posing as love

Know I will be there
Waiting for you
Know I will be there
Playing my part in the terrible script of this world